Finding happiness! :)

It was during the cold grey days that you splashed bright colors and sunshine on me, gradually gave way to happiness that i had almost forgotten to feel, you made me dance and sing again. You made me laugh at my mistakes again, you made me dance and sing again. Just when I thought there is no other direction where life can turn towards you gave way to an all new world, a world that was waiting to see me happy and smiling...a world that made me believe i should stop over analyzing things and embrace the beauty of things around me.
My sleeping soul was awakened when you crossed me like a cool breeze of a winter morning. You touched my heart and it smiled sticking together all the broken pieces. This is what my heart had always yearned for..love, compassion and warmth... You know my heart has always been a sucker for these mystical feelings so it just embraced everything with open arms. A lovely dream was building up, everything around me was magical. My heart grew fonder as it got to know you more and more.It started skipping a beat when ever it came across anything remotely related to you.

So now who are you? My heart wondered... Who could bring all the happiness it had forgotten about...Who could charge it up again like it was earlier?My heart started looking for answers here and there and got to know it was that little girl who was still alive inside the heart, who had refused to grow up as a gloomy young lady, who still had the funny, naughty instincts alive... It was my own young self that was still stuck in the nook and corners of my heart that brought about the brighter side of mine after a doomed phase.... That brightness was so strong that it refused to fade away... The day i realized this truth i decided that there is no one other than me who can control my moods, my happiness, sorrow... Never ever will there be shady clouds, even if it rains, I'll dance it off till its sunny like a pro. ;)